Why don't you call me tonight?

I'm lonely and footsore
though I've been quiet before
Same old dirty pinafore
Queen, Queen, do your chores
I paint you pretty everyday
But sadness is forever to stay
to be my bride, to be my love
shiny cage with paperwhite dove

I'll keep saying it, darling
You won't hear it ever
But when, pray tell
will I recover?

P.S. I do think that it is impossible for me to write happy lines. It's just not me:) I watched a movie last week and this is what came out of it.
Life's great! Summer vacation. Airconditioning. Loved. I don't study. It rained today and the weather's gorgeous!

Damsels and Superheroes

Faithful - Faithless
Hair stuck on soap
Stains on satin dress
Cardboard boxes everywhere
Can't you spare
Space to breathe?
Space to love?

Asymmetry - Disarray
Dysfunction, random play
All my metal
All my clay
Sweep, sweep - under the bed
Quiet now, don't forget
Dogs can't talk
and pigs don't fly
Angels come cheap
if you don't question why

Silent - Needy
"Pretty paperdoll
won't you sing for me?"
For i know all,
all that you will ever know.
No one taught me how to beg
How to shed
what is warm and red.

Plastic bubbles - Shiny
Butterflies inside
Tales of beauty,
far and wide
"I've touched one, it's true
and i don't lie.
Candylove and lullabies
That is how my days go by."

So baby don't cry
don't cry
for me

i am alive.
as of course the custom goes, i come here to yelp and whine to the world of non-existent readers whenever i'm tired and weary or sick of the world.

lets pretend we had wooden swords. have you seen the Queen's army?

come away with me. i'll take you to the sea.
we'll run barefoot. make night happen. and watch our perfect sunrise together.
no eyes closed.
smile.
candy down my throat?
thankyou.

take life, peel off the sheen
rearrange a few specks
tease a few facts
break a few threads
and light all the lamps

A plaque of decaying pulchritude
brought to life with rouge
no pattern - no charm - no lust
no love

- i've been ina constant state of examination since september. excruciating as of course it is. biochem day was today. tired. thought i oughta open the skylight